I hopeTo find myselfIn your happy hallucinations,Where you could gazeAt the butterflies inside my stomachJittering at your sightFluttering purple kisses,Sometimes teal, or pink…To contrast your inner worldOf a thousand shades of grey,To remind you of a worldFull of...
Stuff I wrote on this website…
Mirror
You’re not a ‘damaged good’. Not to me, at least. You’re alluring In your chaotic grace, A bright candle Daring to burn its brightest On a dark stormy night. The fractal cracks Of your broken heart Radiates with an ardent passion – An incandescent guiding light For...
Let it Break a Little
Let your heart break a little. Let the light enter That stale room. Let birds make their nest And mushrooms enroot In those caves. Let ivies crawl up your heartstrings. Let the caterpillars Eat through your pain, Slumber, then Cocoon in your cavity. Let them wake up...
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Swipe right,Swipe left,Left, right, left,Keep marching,Forward!Left, right, left!Ew!Just… No!Hard pass!Swipe right,It’s a match!WTF?WTF! No thanks!But, maybe...💦👅?🍑🍆👉👌? Left,Left,Left, right, left,Left alone,Swipe left,Swipe right,Hmm, she looks cute,Swipe right,Swipe...
Dear Poem
Poem, Stand still, Please… Just for a while. Let me admire Your spark, Gleaming On my tears of ecstasy. Let me savour, For a fleeting moment, The scent of your Ephemeral madness. Let me drink, To get drunk On your bittersweet chaos Inebriated by your maudlin moans Let...
Cold Warmth
There is warmth In your cold embrace. Your sweet words are Visible to my naked eyes, As they wrap me up Like a thick fog Covering a beautiful secret. How beautiful you look Adorned with your crown of glacier... Your icy, pale eyes, Hiding a heart full of love – A...
Warrior Poet
The heart of the warrior poet Roared in victory, When he won the battle By befriending his mortal enemy – His own self from the shadow realm. Instead of smiting him, He embraced him. For he saw in him His own reflection, The seed of compassion Under the flame of...
Shieldmaiden
Don’t be my Juliet, Nor my Leila, Or a Rapunzel trapped Far away atop A phallic tower Anxious to be rescued. Don’t lie half dead In a maze of roses, Or under a glass coffin. Don’t bother showing up In a pretentious ball, Wearing uncomfortable glass slippers, Only to...
Kintsugi of a broken heart
For days on endI stood numb and still,With frostbites on the cavityWhere my heart used to be.Your cold hand has snatched,Pulled, and frozeThe vessel of my passion –The busted drumThat used to beatTo the rhythm of your name.In a fit of rageYou crushed,And threw...
She Never Learned
She was so concerned about being A good girl to her parents, A good mother to her children, A good wife to a husband, A good cog in the machine, That she never learned To just be... Be herself, Know herself, Not as a woman, Or as a person even, But as a universe Of...
Dear Alchemist
What do you do When you wake up One fine morning, Discovering What you thought To be your darkness Was your light all along? When you find that Your frigid heart Has been guarding Kindlings for you And has been Gracefully striking Your hardened Regret and misery To...
At last, perfection!
I carved my heart into a spoonTo feed you my love, my love.My broken bones fashioned intoRough and rugged forks,So you could swallow my soulServed on my ivory-white skull,Made hollow to carry your pain.I let my tongue under your teeth,My marrow in your drool,And yet,...
The Lighthouse
Once upon a time There was a lonely little lighthouse, Derelict, on a teeny-tiny asteroid Floating through space Aimlessly swimming Through the writhing waves of Cosmos, Sometimes upright, Upside-down at times, Or sideways every so often. For an adventurer of darkness...
A Fire Inside
A spark was born today,Lit deep withinAn ashen womb.Rising from the dead,Like a lone blade of grassPeering through the cracksOf a boulder tamedBy time and weather,Spreading its wingTo swim in the wind.Curiosity brimming,And bubbling to know more! A fire manifestedFrom...
The Longest Love Letter
We have been separated By aeons and generations And places of all kind – Ideas of ancestors Long forgotten by time, Travelling through the void, On this lonely mote of dust; Identities of all kind Of meanings arbitrary Thrust onto us, Without us understanding, Or...
Vinyl Ribs
Far away from homeThere’s a graveI’m looking forTo chill my warm bonesWith your cold embrace.Fireflies would light candlesTo my final memoriesOf your laughterThat’s etchedDeep within my bonesRusty scythe of deathWould rattle bitter-sweet musicOf your engraved memoryOn...
Smadness
There are days when You wake up to Requiem in D minor, And then fall asleep To the wet wails Of Darbari Kanada. Days that start with Internal Screams, Munching on a heart Static, frozen… As if The yellow corridors of hell, Where Dante would not Dare to venture alone,...
Sad Defiance
Dark clouds gatherAs old wounds festerIn a heart heavyWith griefs unknown,Barren lands, yet to discover…In a sparkless world –Where tears do not rain,Not anymore,To ease some tension .My pen, traitorous,Refuses to bleedAny more words,On your stale paper.Nor do pixels...
Dear Artist
Dear Artist Red is the colour of passion, And blue that of sadness – Or so people say. As if colours ever had Inherent meanings other than ones We bestowed upon them… What are these colours even, Without a stream of light? Their waves crashing on pigments Who are...
Little Death
The wise ones often sayWhen one faces death –The eternal oblivion,The shared experienceThat makes us all kin –One sees with clarityThe life that one livedWith moments bitter-sweetSavoured once more,In a flash of a moment,In the blink of an eye...What I’d like to...
Graveyard of Old Memories
I keep digging deepIn the graveyardOf old memories.No tombstone, no nameNo dates necessary.Daturas and nightshadesHovering over your remains –Marking where you lay,On your final resting place. My shovel hits the coffin –Wood once varnished with my tears,Now rotting...
Look within!
Look inside!Look within!I know what you see.You see yourselfOn the ocean of your soul.Barely holding onto your raftBeing thrown aroundBy rogue waves.How your bullies onceThrew your bag around after school –A crying monkeyIn the middle … I can see in your face.Storm...
Letter to her
To the woman I’ve not met yet —First of all: hello!Although I cannot see your face,You’re just a shadow,A barely visible silhouette,An unlockable video game character.I cannot see your smile,The colour of your eyes,Or how your hair radiatesUnder the summer sun.I have...
Do you remember?
Do you remember?That lazy summer’s day?When a few sleepy raindropsCradled by the sky,Rolled over and fell downFrom their soft beds?You do remember, don’t you?How they landed on your cheek?How gently you woke them up,With that sweet smile of yours?How the spark in your...
Your Faith
Can’t see a god? Or a djinn? Angels or demons? Centaurs or Kraken? Boogeyman or Babadook? Vampires or Werewolves? Fakirs of days lost? Ash-clad Aghoris? Or a crimson tongued Kali? Heroes or villains, (Super or not)? Monsters of every kind? Or saviours of our times?...
Manifest!
Thought Emerge! Without fear! Without shame Or care! Just be! Be free! Ascend! From the sea Primordial And free. Rise drenched And wet, With meaning And intent… And rise! And climb! And soar Blindly! Are you mine? No, you’re not! I’m the womb To grow in To be...
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Empty feelings Empty streets Empty pocket Empty wallet Empty fridge Empty heart Empty stares Empty cradle Empty bottle Empty home Empty smile Empty plate Empty bed Empty nest Emptiness Empty Empt Emp Em E F I .Image credit: Feature image generated with DALL·E using a...
In Your Fragile Memories
I do not wish to be immortal —Eternal lonelinessRather than dancingThe dance of decay.As long as my ephemeral existenceFinds home in your laughter,In our shared drop of tear,In our fleeting glanceThat may never cross again,In your fragile memories…As long as I can beIn...
God of Breadcrumbs
If I could be a god of anything,I’d be the God of breadcrumbs,Lord and Master of nutshells,Or banana peels-A minor deityOf your forgotten,Neglected,Useless bits of food.Worshipped without knowing,With your unintended offerings,Only to be picked up by ants,Embraced by...
Dear Strangers
I hope this poem reaches you.May it survive the turmoil of timeAnd the turbulence of space,And create the same mess,The same splatter of emotionsThat it once madeDuring its violent, painful birthIn the dark void of my mind.I hope it shows you the same lightThat guided...
Worms on my lips
When I’ll cease to be,And the worms will throw a feastOn these lips that you loved so,Know that they will sayCould they say anything at all:“In his last moment,He sighed your name.”Image credit: Feature image generated with DALL·E using a prompt based on this poem and...
Origin of the World
As I climb your mountains,Stand on top of your peak,I gaze far awayAnd see your valleyOf thousand mysteries —The fertile crescentFor which men wage wars,And die miserable deathsOf forgotten despairYour majestic canyonWould be the muse for artists,Or sometimes a...
Rise
Just riseFrom the abyssOf possibilities infinite;Where countless worldsWere sacrificedIn the Red SeaOf divine hemorrhage:Blood offerings to Selene.And feel… Just feelBygone ashes that makeYour body and mind;Every butterfly wingsOr a simple blade of grassRemnants of...
The Yogi Life of Ashley Murtagh
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